i am afraid. i feel my desire for food waning. i still enjoy food and i eat it for sustainance, but i can refuse it as well. i do not overeat...i can stop. i eat, i enjoy, and then i can push the plate away. i feel that god is giving me power over food so that it will no longer have power over me. its scary though...so afraid that i will disappoint myself...that i will disappoint god. to whom much is given much is required. god will deliver me from my gluttany...i will be expected to be faithful...."i just wanna do gods will" words of mlk....echo to me about my own life....i just want to do gods will...amen