havent been here in a while. havent had a lot to say...been livin...yay....im havin a wierd day....i just started to cry while watchin a tv show. i better not b pregnant. im frustrated. i luv my life; im really beginning to appreciate it and yet im frustrated too. im so close to being under 200 lbs and tday i have like such an appetite. i ahve been doing my workout though...thats good. i have these windows in my basement that need to be boarded up or bricked up....ive covered them with wood, but there's still some air coming through...our gas bill was 700 last month...its been gong up every month since we moved here....and something has to give.....we cant afford a bill that high....well the lord will make a way b/c we cant afford no heat more...amen