here i am about to ring in the new yr..children sleep and the lord is here..and a half gallon of ice cream that i dont need. my husband is where he shd b; at church for watch night ball...i didnt wanna go and why is complex...i didnt wanna be a wet blanket...so i thought it best that i bring in the yr just me and the lord....and im ok with that....this is the first time ive been alone tday and i like it. this morning was so awful...i told steve so much about how hurt i feel....hes not trying to hurt me...but him pulling away from me, hurts. and there's toilet stuff coming up some pipe in my basement....yay home ownership...lol. with ownership comes responsibility. i wonder how hard itll b to put together my nordictrack? i went to friendly's and my meat was undercooked and the stupid manager only took off 3 bucks...that is bull, but i was there alone with all three children and i didnt want to go into it then....but i will address it at some point.