i was about to start looking at porn....ive been over-eating b/c of how i feel and i wanted to change my mood w/ some masterbation. i know watching porn is wrong so i shut down the computer and went downstairs to get my husband and not to my surprise, but to my disappointmtnt he wouldnt come up...i know hes been working hard, but when we were courting it didnt matter. tired or not, he would still want me and make love to me.