it makes me angry that i feel like i need to go this site for support....im glad its here, but where is my sharing my most dehusband....i feel ignored by him....he says hes so tired, but b4 we got married that didnt matter.....i love my children and im thrilled that they r here however they drain us both and our relationship is getting pushed further and further onto the back burner. i want to go wake him right now so that hell talk with me or hold me or so hell talk, but hell just b incoherant and ill end up more angry and hurt. so here i am sharing mydepest thoughts with someone other than my spouse...and that scares me...when is that no longer gonna b enuf...were both scared that well breakup, but hes not doing anything about it