i dont know if im depressed. i dont want to take medication. im breastfeeding. ive been tired. i keep a headache and bodyaches. i want to workout, but find it hard to get motivated. i feel that i have a shortbfuse at times with my children. i am irritable. i spend too much time around children and not enuf time around adults. my husband doesnt get why i wont go out in the eves, but i want to be home with him then. i often dont go out with the kids during the day. it takes so much energy to get them ready to go out and then so much to keep after them while we are out. when im not somewhere that's child friendly its such a hassle to take them there. so much energy. and i just dont have it right now.