in order to be a better partner i have to care about myself first.  i have been faithful and honest so i guess thats a very good start for now but i feel that they are only empty words untill i can be at peace with myself and know who i am so i know what my true feelings are. i want to make everything right this time around because i know its my last and i never again want to be the one who breaks his heart. but to be a better partner and care about myself..... i must be happy.... oh where to start?