Now that i think about it....im pretty happy about going to Drummer Kidds house. he just bought it so im sure theres not gonna be anything to do except for listening to the guys rock out. i hope theres gonna food.lol. im hella hungry right now but i dont feel like going upstairs to get anything.Its 5:04am and i cant sleep as usual, because im so excited and all i wanna do is talk about this drummer kidd and smoke pot.lol. its been raining for the past couple hours and its very relaxing. lastnight i was all jittery and i couldnt write anything that made since. well i talked to my new buddy (brokejoke) about some shit and i knew what i was talkin about when it came down to being a girl that dont have a reason for why she broke her mans heart. i hate to say it but girls are evil and confusing. sometimes we just dont know what we want and we get so tangled up in our web of emotions that we just have to let everything go and look for a chance to jump out of the web so we can re-grapspe reality and rediscover ourselves. god i feel like im preaching or some shit but i hope that you can make sence of it and that it means something to somebody. i get, but i wrote it.lol. anyways im fukkin done.                           <3 mary jane