mike is such a dick. he holds shit over my head that has has been done forgiven and he makes me feel guilty for everything i do. i have to tell him everything i do and who i hang out with because if i dont then he thinks im lying and it turns into a hugh fight. i hate that i still love him because its so hard to get over him. yesterday he told me he hated me and that i was a whole for having one of my guy friends stay the night with me. were nt even together and he still wants to tell me what i can and cant do. but i have met someone else and he plays the drums which is such a major turn on ; ). anyways he makes me smile and he tells me im beautiful everyday in a way that i know he means it. hes so awsome. ill have to put a picture of him on here. but thats all for today.                                     <3 Mary Jane