still here

I"ve been trying for the last 1 1/2 years to keep myself busy. Now that I"ve gone back to school fulltime (grad school), and working, and taking care of kids and household, things have subsided. I've had a few...notice I say few...subtle signs that things may go back to how they were. Lack of any sexual activity was the biggest one. We never go to 2 weeks....unless..... I know my schedules busy, but he must accomodate as I did with his over the years. Plus, I make myself vulverable to him, many ways. So much to say. I will do so again soon. Just wanted to touch base that I am still here, we are still here in recovery, I am still here recovering