I'm going to address this more with my therapist on monday, but i'm noticing the panic attacks aren't subsiding as I thought they were. I'm having black out episodes, best I can describe them. I can't remember what I did on a certain special day, have to really, really think until I can remember. But, when I get in these moods, it's like I'm on auto pilot. Just getting by. I find myself freaking out more, reacting more again, and really can't remember those episodes.
I believe his wanting to constantly snuggle is his reassurance that he needs of my love.