tonight marks the 5 month anniversary of when my world was turned upside down, when I was forced from my fantasy life to face reality. My reality is what my H has been trying to hide from me all of these years. My reality is realizing that I wasn't respected enough to have the truth when I asked for it. My reality is that my life just isn't what I thought it was.
I hate the anniversary dates. Such a trigger for me. I haven't been able to sleep lately, literally, and I know tonight will be another long one.
Recovery is so long and hard for both of us. I just wonder when it will get better.
9 years of deceipt...takes equal time to earn back the trust
I hate the anniversary dates. Such a trigger for me. I haven't been able to sleep lately, literally, and I know tonight will be another long one.
Recovery is so long and hard for both of us. I just wonder when it will get better.
9 years of deceipt...takes equal time to earn back the trust
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Try to do something that you like to do tonight. My suggestion for you is to rent a couple COMEDY movies and bring in your favorite food and dessert - a must! If you can take a sleep aid for bed and try not to let another night of sleep be ruined that\'s good too. I feel for you and understand everything. You are in my positive thoughts. With every passing minute things get a little easier to take. The truth/trust issue has everything to do with your H and nothing to do with you!! I know easier said then believed ... you are a wonderful person! HUGS