Almost ended up in the hospital again last week after drinking and taking benzos. I feel that i want to be in the hospital. It feels like a safer environment.. An enviornment where I and my disorders can be controlled. 
I'm also in a severe depression. Not sure why but nothing is really helping. 

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daviddabbler
daviddabbler

If the BHU was better here I\'d opt to spend time there as well. Is there a Lighthouse program in your county? A day drop in center? A NAMI chapter? Perhaps you could arrange to vuloonteer at your psyche hospital.