Doing well with food again.
Up and down moods.
Extremely horrible body image.
Lots of ED thoughts.
Yesterday in therapy my head WAS there, but I kind of had a fake mood. I didn't allow my self to feel any emotions. I am either in a bad mood or a great mood. And if I am in a great mood I push away all of my emotions so that they can't ruin it. 
We talked about how my mind shoots in 30 different directions and how it is hard for it to stay on topic. She asked me how I am able to study and do well in school. I told her that I probably only hear half of what a professor says during class and it takes me a very long time to study for an exam due to me losing focus etc. Joanna then asked me if I was ever on ADD medication. I said no. She asked if I had ever been tested for ADD. I said no. She asked if I had ever thought that I might possibly have ADD. I said yes. She was surprised that I had not been tested for it and that I have been as successful as I have been.
I really want to know my weight. Real bad.