I am now at my parents house and was just looking At baby pictures. My mother then said to me that I have no reason to be depressed and that I bring it upon myself. It's all self made. She said she gave me everything and there is no reason to be depressed.

I started crying and still am. I am way to emotional than I should be. This is going to be a week from hell. Since getting here it's Been one comment after another. I want to get the fuck out but the inlaws are coming.

I think I need separation from her.

As I continue to look through photos I continue to cry. There are so many pictures of me with my dad, oma and opa...but much less of my mom and I.

I then purged after dinner. I purged yesterday as well...and cut.

I'm done. I quit.