today

Just got home from racing today. This morning I was excited again to race. After the first two races I juts wanted to go home. I was exhausted. My throat hurt and I just didn't want to race anymore. But I had two more. So I raced. Got 1 first place and 3 2nd places. Not bad. I was happy/didn't care. All the boats felt pretty shitty. The first race we were supposed to win and it was nice to get a medal. The second race we were supposed to lose, but managed 2nd which was nice. The 3rd race we figured we would get second and we did. The last race we figured we would get second and did as well.
Home now and exhausted. Dead tired even though I didn't do anything except yell in boats lol. I have no voice. I think over the past month without coaching my voice has rested up and is not used to yelling!