YAY!

I made it one week! And I don't know if this is normal or not, but mentally it's almost harder to keep from pulling after I reach my goals. It's like my brain goes "okay, you did it. now back to business as usual..." It's weird for me to think about NEVER pulling again... but I'm going to have to get used to it.
It's hard to explain the perceptual difference I have between "not pulling for a week" and "never pulling again," even though in reality the latter is my goal. It's getting a bit harder telling myself I can make it two weeks; it's almost like I didn't really think I would be able to make it this long, and so I subconsciously figured that it didn't matter. I feel like I'm not making sense right now, but I know it's going to be a really tough week ahead...
*Deep breaths*