12 weeks...
Its been 12 weeks since I broke up with her. The days are getting better, a lot less saddness. I notice hours go by without thinking about her. Yes, there are still times I think about her and still tempted to look her up or even text her or call her. I remind myself not to look to see if she attempted to contact me, even though she is blocked. I still get mad and argue in my head with her about all the things she did wrong to me.
I know I have to move on and continue to accept I ended it for my own health. I will not be with someone who lies all the time. I will not be with someone who disrespects me.
My general self is happy. I am looking forward more often now than looking backwards.
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I’m glad to see you’re looking forward now. It hasn’t been as long for me, but I still stop myself from looking him up on social media. I deleted his contact information too. I deleted his pictures. I believe in out of sight, out of mind. I don’t want any reminders or the memory. Just a mistake I had to learn from and nothing more. You’re doing so well. Kudos to you!!
Memphis,
I'm so happy for you! I will be so glad when time goes by like that for me. I try to stay focused in other ways with school work and my kids and it has been helping! I am so glad things are easing for you. I think we all argue with ourselves for a while after it's over because we try to rationalize why we stayed or why we allowed the lies and foolishness! That will pass as well. I will keep you in my prayers and again I'm happy for you and I am striving to get past my break up as well! blessings to you!