12:48 am

...........can you loan me a cup of sympathy?  i got up for some water and stepped in some kitty upchuck.  can't think of a smoother way to impart this message......so after the odd step hop into the kitchen i couldn't find the carpet cleaner.  on my way i ran into a second bout of kitty upchuck...and then spied a third mess on aisle five------ all located in the living room.

yucko......i was about to think my way into sleep, but now i want to move into a kitty upchuck free home.  can i come bunk at your casa? 

i've been going through a phase today.  one of those phases where your mind creates impossibly difficult lists towards a life of change.  i should be happy and proud to meet a goal........one good long term goal would be pretty amazing.  so why torture myself with this endless list.......? maybe i will grow out of this overachiever impossible phase by tomorrow.......i hope, i hope, i hope!

earlier this evening i took the trash out and gathered several days of mail........and then hightailed it back into bed.  no Christmas Cards yet.......i even thought i'll just go buy more cards.....when i have cards I bought after the holidays two years in a row.  small goal for self, put on lots of warm things and get into that garage and get those cards girl.

ok enough for today......back to bed. i smell like disinfectant......which is way better than just minutes ago.  life goes on, hope whichever kitty it is --- is better manana.  night night sweet pal......hope you can catch some sleep this night.

.......zzzzzzz......visualizing the sheep counting serta commercial, maybe this will help???!!!!  nightie night!