12/10/09

 Today I woke up at 6:30am, and went again to volunteer at circle of hope around 7:30. I worked the entire time, all the way til 3pm. I felt so badass. I didn't take a single break. I like being able to get so much done and be so helpful. I feel a little better each day. I haven't really worked on myself, but I am helping others, which was the guideline of the goal, and I'm really glad I got the opportunity to help out people. I am going in tomorrow to help, and girl scouts are going to help too :) I'm pretty excited. I still miss my baby Jeremiah, everyday... but I know my baby is in a safer place. When it is my time to have a baby, it will happen. I'm sure of it. I just am trying to take each day one at a time, and keeping my fingers crossed that things will keep improving. You take one step at a time, because leaping might land you in a hole, or with a twisted ankle. I'm just going to step back, breath, and try to enjoy what life is offering to me.(Y)Peace, and happy holidays to everyone!