Tired
Well two years and three months on the 30th how where can the time have gone. Never dreamed I could survive this long. I have had two surgeries since Ken.
Been gone the time seems impossible. Maybe that is what yhe Bible means when it speaks if a day is like a thousands years. Time passes. Yet it seems only yesterday that I held Kens hand breathing one minute not breathing gone was his spirit gone to be with God so short of time yet so long. How I miss my boy. Oh god these are tears of a broken mothers broken heart. God please help me someway I just miss my son so I cannot see him or bring him back please with all my heart I just cannot not do thins alone. Please give me peace. My boy is gone thanks for all you have done just understand my pain. Please let my Ken let me find confort. I love you Ken
Been gone the time seems impossible. Maybe that is what yhe Bible means when it speaks if a day is like a thousands years. Time passes. Yet it seems only yesterday that I held Kens hand breathing one minute not breathing gone was his spirit gone to be with God so short of time yet so long. How I miss my boy. Oh god these are tears of a broken mothers broken heart. God please help me someway I just miss my son so I cannot see him or bring him back please with all my heart I just cannot not do thins alone. Please give me peace. My boy is gone thanks for all you have done just understand my pain. Please let my Ken let me find confort. I love you Ken
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I know you miss Ken Sandi, with all your heart and soul. Time is moving very quickly and I believe that is a blessing to us because each day is one day closer we are to seeing our sons again. You have a wonderful family Sandi, your other sons and your grandchildren need you. I too pray that God gives us both peace in our hearts to help us through each day. Sending love and prayers of sweet dreams of your Ken. Terry
....the missing is really terrible....I think your \'let go and let God\' is a very good way to try to deal with such unbearable pain...sending wishes for healing peace and comfort to you .....hugs...
I wish I could just let go and let God have tried many times as the pain sometimes is so so hard
I understand!!! The pain is not understandable, to someone who has not lost a child. It has only been seven months since my son went to Heaven. Maybe it will be less painful, as tme goes on. That is my wish for you sweet Sandi. (((HUGS)))...Julia
Hugging you tightly in my heart dear Sandi and with so much understanding. XO Joanie
Sandi, I have a hard time especially after seeing little Mikie. I know the way my son would have raised him , with a firm loving hand. Then I hear him calling Dave daddy something inside wants to yell out but it cant. This is a different pain from the loss of a child but it is connected , I dont know if I put that correctly all I know is it still hurts...
Sending you a big hug, Penny
There is no getting over it or making sense of it - although I do think the pain lessens some over time.....or at least changes in some way. I do hope your back is improving a little more each day. Take care of yourself ~ Joanna
You pain is keenly felt, my friend. I understand and would send Ken to comfort you. I wish with all my heart for Ken to be at your side and in your heart forever. Big hugs, Amber
I just
Love You All So Much. SANDI.