Birthday

Wow it is har to believe I turned 65 today.   Time seems to go somewhere and I just never catch up I still feeli am in my 40  I was having surgery sometime during that decade too. Boy have I lost a lot of strengt in my legs dr says I can start PT soon it has been a difficult recovery and still have about anotherb month t go maybe longer.   Missing Ken a lot. So sweet of his family to not even write or text about my surgery. I want to write and say I wonder what Ken thinks bless his heart she was so rough on him and even during the cancer soon as he would get home from a procedure or surgery she would demand he take her shopping no wonder his strength was so low to fight the cancer takes a lot she wrote the other day she didin't know what she will do when something happens to her mom since she has no Ideal ho to cook maybe getting close to 50  she should get a simple cookbook. I think it is nothing else than lazy 
 
Oh well, it is so hard to see in your mind the picture of your  son laying in the hospital bed no longer breathing  a lifeless shell of a body once so full of life  not there in spirit anymore  so many thoughts cross ones mind. How much I miss that wonderful son of mine. Life is just not the same anymore as you all know. 
Don,t know if my surgery has worked yet or not. Just keep hoping
 
Wishing each of you some bright days  Sandi