Latey I feel like my moods are all over the place. it started off for every hr to two hrs it would change. I would be hyper and upbeat laughing like crazy. Then within an instant something would come over me and i would turn into this complete moody bitching and then pretty much every couple hrs it would change. Now the past couple weeks its more rapid it changes within minuites.. I can't stand how it effects me when it changes soo much I dont wanna even do anything.. and then if i choose to do nothing I feel gulity or if i take on too much I feel overwelmed and pissed cause i couldnt just focused on one thing at once. This morning for example I woke up late well for one I am sick.. but it had a lot to do with the bad dreams i keep having. I have herd that sometimes one of the side affects from taking bio polar or any mood stabilizers can be having nitmares/bad dreams.. but then affect me soo much that they get me in a shit mood for most of the day. Last week it happened on thurs and i was in depression mode for two days.. then it went over me and I was like FUCK this i am goin to the gym I have to get outta my house. I was starting to be alright for a couple months before i started feeling like this again... i could focus and remember things more clearly.. lately i am having problems even remember what i did 10 min ago or putting my thoughts together..simple things that shouldnt be a problem my mind will just go BLANK.....I think i need to go back to group therapy.. i wont see my psyciatsit till feb to figure out more about my biopolor/meds.. pisses me off that i have to wait 3/4 months to see her.. shes suppose to be the best thats why... just frustrating.. getting frustated talking about it. Now i am getting pissed cause i should be cleaning right now.. not babbling.. i still gotta go to the gym and go to school.. frig there is never enough time in the day.......