wtf :(

So i quit all of my meds more than 10 days ago i quit smoking 4 days ago i got court on monday for the child abuse trial .wooohooo {sarcastic}  im about to fucking lose my goddamn mind. i am secretly panicking inside.I am beyond fuckinbg depressed. Oh and my mom hates me. but yet wont stop calling me everyday and continues to talk shit about me behind my back.but yet loves me and misses me.WTF? I feel like i cant breathe anymore not litterally of course just emotionally. I just feel like curling up under my blanket and hiding from the world 4ever. Im sick of everything i dont even want to c anyone anymore. I want to just hide.I feel like im done.

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SidUndead
SidUndead

Maybe hiding for a while would be good. I\'ve done it. It is therapeutic for a while (if everyone is on your case). If you\'re having trouble with the authorities you may need some allies though, possibly...
butterflybaby15
butterflybaby15

wow sounds like you have a lot goig on in your life. I dontt know the situation behind the trial but i hope things go the way it should. Maybe some time alone would be good for you. Sometimes when Im over whelmed I step back, take a deep breath and do something for myself. sorry things are strained between you and your mom. PM is you need to vent. I can relate. butterflybaby15
deleted_user
deleted_user

Hi honey I am sorry you are going thru all of that, you should try to apply for some help so that you can get your meds, it is very important right now with all that your going thru. I am sorry you have ing to go thru it, and wish there was something I could do to help. I love you dearly and it was nice hearing form you the other night. If you need me just give me a call. Lots of Love, Kacey
deleted_user
deleted_user

You are strong and you can do this. You might need a time to yourself to gather your strength and can you ask your mom to stop calling? I\'m worried about the no meds situation and the stress of the trial.