I don't know what to do, I have a medicine that I am out of and I don't have the money to get more.  The medicine does not have a patient assistance program, so I can not get it for free like most of my other.  This is one of my many worries that I have on my mind. 
I go back to my doctor next Tuesday, two months early.  She wants to see me because things have been going pretty badly lately.  She did change two meds but things are still not where she is going to want them to be.  I am still struggling everyday with the feelings of hopelessness and worthlesseness.  I don't know what to do about it.