It sucks being on disability and having to live at home specially when my younger brother lives there also.  He is such a self-centered person, he always has to be right and doesn't care who he hurts.  It is making my life worse. 
I am always feel stuck, whether is it in the middle of my parents or being used all the time.  They think that since I am at home I am able to do everything.  They don't ask they just tell me I have to do this or that.  Which sometimes is fine but when its all the time it gets hard for me to handle things.  As my therapist says "They don't understand exactly when I am on disability."
I have no self value or self worth.  I feel hopeless, worthless and I feel I have no control of my life.  And with what goes on at home does not help the situation for me.  I don't like myself so when someone says something negative about me or to me my self value goes down even more. 
I have no strength or determination to do anything about how I feel.  Everything is gone all I have is a huge dark cloud over me that covers everthing else up and pushes it deeper and deeper away.