I am a worthless and hopeless person.  I have no meaning in my life.  I don't due much during the day because I just don't have the will or the energy to do anything.  Even if I did want to go and do something most of the time I can't because I have to take care of my niece which I can't even do that right.
My head is such a mess.  I can't figure out want is going on in there, everything is all mixed up.  My thoughts are some random that I can't figure out what I am thinking.  Its hard for me to fall asleep at night because everything is racing around and I can't get a handle on my thoughts.
My whole life is such a mess.  I feel that I can't get anything out.  My life sucks I can't do anything right.  I am such a mess and nothing seems to solve the problem.  I hate everything about me and my life.