Struggling

Everyday is such a struggle for me, even to get out of bed.  The pain that I am consistently feeling makes me want to cry, but I can't.  I can't because I live with my parents and they don't understand what I am going through which makes my day worse.  I have to hind alot of things from them which in turn is hurting me even more.  I don't know what to.  My counselor and I are trying to work through these things.  I just hate my life and everything that goes with it.