Pain
Most days are a struggle to get out of bed. Sometimes I feel like there is nothing to live for. I hate myself very much. Everything that I do is wrong. The pain I feel is bottled up inside me, I don't know how to release plus I don't know how or what caused the pain. The only way I have been able to release alittle of the pain is by hurting myself.
I have days that I want to hurt myself up to the point before I committ suicide. I want out of my life.
I have days that I want to hurt myself up to the point before I committ suicide. I want out of my life.
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When antidepressants and ECT don\'t help you; it\'s probably from the way you were conditioned to think...and not actually depression itself.
I think it might be both the depression and the way I am conditioned to think
Hey hang in there. Life is full of pain, but it is always good to look on the bright side of things, no matter how small. Ive tried this and it helps. I am praying with you as well.