Am I just dropping downward off of the Wellbutrin, or is is just the ongoing struggle ? I just don't know.I continue to beat myself up over the choices that were not made when they should have been made. This experience was genuinely a first. After hearing that radio commercial last nite, it again made me think about what I had given up. I made a choice to table a decision TEMPORARILY and got driven into making a decision that I DID NOT want to make.
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correction. i made a choice to table a move until later on. i have a feeling that the move thing will not happen in the foreseeable future if ever, and that in itself to me is even more depressing, but that is just the ever expanding spiral that i just seem to want to keep myself in. i truly am not the same person that i was a year ago. when someone spends 90% of the time that they are talking, talking to themselves and not to others, this is a introversion that is a self made prison.