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i think evrything's alright now. i think i'm going to be okay. i talked to my friend's mother, and she said my friend was in pakistan, on a sudden trip. i can't believe she wouldn't call me. she knew i would worry, and she just leaves all of a sudden without so much as a warning or a word. 3 weeks!!!! how could she decide to go away for 3 weeks and not tell me. i was so worried, left to my own demise, thinking up all sorts of horror stories to try and explain what would keep her from school, grade 12math, physics, chemistry for more than a day.... there's still apart of me that doesn't believe everything i'm being told. something just doesn't add up. but all i can do is wait... lots of school work to do, can't wait to be done with it....