tonight

about this time is when i want to call. then i realize if i call, what will i say, i really dont have anything to say... no reason in saying "i miss you" because 1. i miss him like 25% 2. what is it that i really miss.  I want to call but it will just be like 3 min of ocwardness followed by a "why the f did i call??"  Okay good, im not calling.