Another one

I already posted today but I needed to again. Today was a depressing day, probably because I made it one. I could have had a better attitude, especially towards Andrew. The advice I got was to support him because he's going through just as a rough time as I am, probably harder. He said today he was worried about deploying too because he's never deployed  before and he doesn't want to leave me. It was hard to try not to cry all day, especially in front of him. Today was just a really hard day. And I found out that Andrews mom, dad, and his brother are going to be gone friday and saturday, so i'm alone with his sister. Which i'm actually not too nervous about. She pretty much sticks to herself and isn't as rude as the brother. So maybe things will be smoother. Right now I just need to keep my head up and keep smiling. I need to stay strong for Andrew and continue to let him know that I love him.