Depression

I am suffering from circumstantial depression because:
1.  I lost the love of my life Smokey on November 15, 2009
2.  I lost my older brother and best friend Don on Sept. 1, 2014
3.  I resigned myself to being retired as I lost my job on 2008 August and have not been able to find another one due to my age factor as I am 59 and will be 60 in January.
4.  My job is babysitting my grandkids probono.  I love it.  My daughter tosses me $200 every once in awhile.
5.  Smokey was my true love and the love of my life.  They say it is one in a million shot to find it so I have given up finding another.  If we get only one, then I have had my share.  My friend CS does not agree and says I should put myself out there.
These are good reasons for my depession.  I don't know how to get  ot of it.  We shall see how things progress.
From Dmtb