Can't sleep
It's 2:43 a.m. and I just can't sleep. So far, I got two hours of sleep then wide awake at midnight. Tomorrow is my brother's memorial service. I keep thinking about him, our lives, his life, and anything pops into my head. Don's estate, how our younger brother is dealing with it, want to get rid of Don's furniture and personal stuff but have to wait to find out if the Public Guardian Trustees are taking it over or not. Who will be handling his estate? We can't seem to find a will and he had no insurance what so ever. He meant well but did not turn in the papers.
Then I think about the other memorial service in Abbotsford, BC for the relatives and close friends, what's the buzzer code, where is it located, will the people be able to find it, etc.
My cousin Esther wants me to read my tribute or eulogy about my brother Don. I get too nervous and read a mile per minute. I would like someone else to read what I wrote about Don.
I am not reading my Eulogy about Don at the Richmond Memorial Service for Don's friends and acquaintance. A lot of his friends are like me and don't drive so having it in Richmond makes sense. We are having two separate memorial services as most of Don's friends live in Richmond. Some of his friends don't get along. Don seem to have gotten along with a lot of people but they don't seem to get along with one another. I don't want a fight at the memorial service.
Most of our relatives live in Abbotsford area and they would be able to come to it. The relatives on both our mom and dad side of the family all seem to have migrated to the Abbotsford area.
I really want Don's estate settled. Waiting is so hard. I am dying to get into his apartment and start getting rid of things. He was such a pack rat that is for sure. He had paper work going back as far as the 1980s. Who needs things that old?
When you can't sleep everything seems to be going through your brain at a mile per minute so to speak.
Having insomnia tonight from DianeB
Then I think about the other memorial service in Abbotsford, BC for the relatives and close friends, what's the buzzer code, where is it located, will the people be able to find it, etc.
My cousin Esther wants me to read my tribute or eulogy about my brother Don. I get too nervous and read a mile per minute. I would like someone else to read what I wrote about Don.
I am not reading my Eulogy about Don at the Richmond Memorial Service for Don's friends and acquaintance. A lot of his friends are like me and don't drive so having it in Richmond makes sense. We are having two separate memorial services as most of Don's friends live in Richmond. Some of his friends don't get along. Don seem to have gotten along with a lot of people but they don't seem to get along with one another. I don't want a fight at the memorial service.
Most of our relatives live in Abbotsford area and they would be able to come to it. The relatives on both our mom and dad side of the family all seem to have migrated to the Abbotsford area.
I really want Don's estate settled. Waiting is so hard. I am dying to get into his apartment and start getting rid of things. He was such a pack rat that is for sure. He had paper work going back as far as the 1980s. Who needs things that old?
When you can't sleep everything seems to be going through your brain at a mile per minute so to speak.
Having insomnia tonight from DianeB
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