I cant seem to sleep tonight. I hate it when I get like that, it messes up my schedule and confuses my body. I have been trying to write some, but poetry isn't coming out of me as easily as it once did. I'm trying to do some writing exercises to help. Just a lot of free writing, and it's good I think, but not the same as before. I miss the way I was once able to express my self, but hide it in such symbolism that it was still not understood by others. I need my outlet, and I will find it again.