11/14/2012

I am not in the mood to write at the moment, which also tells me that I am in the very place I need to be with respect to doing an entry,,,,contradiction ??? maybe ??
a couple of things have  been giving me cause to be concerned ,,,or very uncomfortable,,,,my car insurance has increased markedly,,,,well I had an accident w/ a ticket, and got caught in a speed  trap,,,well,,,I have to pay an elevated rate for the next 2 to 3 years on these ,,,,even though I take responsibility for both  ,,I am still bummed by having to deal with this ,,,a minimal issue for all practical purposes.. I did a stupid thing ,,,
I have been trying to get to know someone locally and as she is on disability and has some issues, I am in a position to be of some minor assistance ,,,I called her wanting her to return my call and ,,,,nothing,,,,I am looking earnestly for someone to hang around with of the opposite gender,,,and it has been not a pleasant experience ,,so far,,,,now I cannot tell if she is being shy, coy, dismissive, or paranoid,,,who knows,,,
and it is not like I have a huge black book to rummage through ,,,I feel so disconnected at times ,,,and it really pisses me off sometimes ..
My wunderkind stock went up today by 2 cents....its a start ,,,,

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Insurance and tickets give me heartburn of the spirit, too.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am really sorry you are having trouble connecting with someone of the opposite sex. I know you are my age or older and it is very hard to meet people at this age. I am hoping the best for you. Huggs and xoxo
ElenaNJ
ElenaNJ

Hi Neil, people have so many issues. Don\'t give up. I joined a dating site, they say match.com is the best and I have had many responses. I think females have an easier time of it tho. Anywho, glad u journeled even tho u didn\'t feel like it, I\'ve heard that is a good time to go to counseling too. When u don\'t feel like talking. Stinks about car insurance. Hey, I have an interview tomorrow at AAA. Ooooh school bus here