I've been trying to keep things positive. I haven't heard back from the agency regarding the temp position, but will call them again anyway.
Our landlord has an appraiser coming to the apartment today and I am embarrassed at how messy it looks. I only have a few hours but will try to get things neatened up as much as possible. I am not sure how much I can do since there's just literally so much stuff in the apartment and no where to put it all. I will try not to get overwhelmed and just do one thing at a time.
I'd like to be out of the apartment by the time they come by. Incentive to get out of the house. Maybe I'll make it downtown to the darkroom today after all.
My mood seems pretty steady. I can see the clouds of the depression but they're not pressing in on me from as close by as before.