I don't know what to do anymore.  I'm so tired of all of this.  It seems like I've been here so long, in this dark hole, and there's no way out.  There never will be.  Will I be forced to live the rest of my life feeling this way?I'm so tired, but I can't sleep no matter how hard I try.  I can't eat anymore without feeling extremely sick.  And my memory is completely useless.  I can hardly function at all anymore.  It takes all of my energy just to get out of bed and make it through the day alive.  I don't think I can continue like this anymore.  And now I'm supposed to be getting a psych. evaluation, though I have to answer a 34 page long questionnaire first.  And I have to go see a nuerologist and get an MRI.  And get about a hundred other tests done.  The doctors don't know what's wrong with me.   If they can't even figure me out is there any hope at all of me ever getting better?  I can't live like this anymore.  I just can't do it.  But I don't know what to do.