Why am I still here? Why have I not yet given in to death? I want to, so badly, but something is stopping me and I don't know what it is. I don't understand. I'm just so tired of this all. I can't fight these thoughts anymore. Why can't I just die? Maybe soon. Maybe whatever is stopping me will go away and leave me to die in peace. I just want it all to be over. I can't do this anymore. I want out. Please . . .
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Your still here because you deserve to live, Have you got a counsellor or a friend close if you feel close to suicidal i would phone Samaritan or 911 so sorry that you have these thoughts maybe see someone who can help with techniques to help you control the thoughts.
Big Hugs
I have a counselor, but she\'s gone for 2 weeks for Christmas. And I don\'t know, I don\'t feel like I deserve to live right now.
You deserve to live because you were born. The feelings you are having right now are likely due to depression. I assure you that you can go on. Please do not give up. There are resources out there for you. Here is a list that might help you:
http://www.stopstressingnow.com/resources/
I would call: 1-800-784-2433 it\'s the national suicide hotline and talk to someone about what is going on... they helped me, they will help you. FREE.