Well, I'm just having a lovely week (or two)! (note the sarcasm)  We had some friends over on the weekend.  One was my roommate's sister, and she's gone through a lot in her life.  She has a personality disorder of some sort, though the Dr's haven't actually decided what to diagnose her with specifically yet.  Well, when she's sleeping she "wakes up" and doesn't recognize us.  She thinks we're all people she's made up and tries to kill us.  If she can't do that she tries to kill herself.  So there were 5 of us on Saturday morning trying to keep her from killing someone.  The dr's (who are STUPID) were convinced she was just making this up.  They finally believe her now.  So she's in the hospital, and has to be there over Christmas.  Next.  Last week my fiancee decided he doesn't actually want to marry me.  Well, technically he said he doesn't want to marry me "until I get better."  He seems to think I'm not doing anything to get help and that if I actually wanted to I could be happy.  He went to some week-long retreat thing and has now decided he knows everything and is better than everyone else.  Well, if he can't stand me now then we're never getting married.  I've also recently realized how much he hasn't changed from the way he used to be and how he's becoming a lot more like his dad.  His dad, by the way, is a controlling over-religious person and believes women should be completely submissive to their husbands.  I'm not about to get into a marriage like that one.  Don't get me wrong.  I believe in God, and call myself a Christian, but I'm not following all the stupid rules that they want me to live by.  I don't want a religion with a million rules to follow, I want a relationship with God.  And Luke (fiancee?) has decided he just wants to keep adding more rules that I don't feel the need to follow.  I also have had about a million papers due and am stressed because of that.  My last one is due this coming Monday, but I'm nowhere close to getting it done.  O, I also managed to lose my voice at work yesterday.  On Senior's Day of all days.    

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AprilStar
AprilStar

Now he\'s accusing me of stalking him and being too controlling (hm, wasn\'t that him?). And telling me to get out of his life because he loves me too much. Please tell me how that makes any sense? Especially after the way he\'s treated me. How can he say he loves me?
SBoom
SBoom

F*ck.....
I don\'t even know what to say except... f*ck...
As hard as it is just try to keep your mind focused on your papers. (The annoying part is that I am well aware how shitty that advice is... )
I can\'t believe your fiancee would put that kind of crap on you during a time that is already hard enough for you!