I got my marks back today for the mid-term I wrote 2 weeks ago.  This was the one I thought I did ok on when I wrote it.  I got 55%.  I can't believe it.  When I saw my mark I started having a panic attack.  I don't know what to do.  The test I was sure I failed I somehow managed to get 74% on though.  I don't understand this at all.  I've never gotten this low a mark in my life before, and it scares me.  Does this prove just hos much my life is falling apart?  I don't know, this class was after my appointment with my counselor this morning, and I was feeling a bit emotional already.  But right now I feel like I could go into another attack at any minute, and I'm supposed to have an appointment with my psychiatrist in an hour.  I need to calm down, but I just can't.  I know this isn't the end of the world that I got one bad mark, but it's just one more thing on top of a pile that I already can't carry.  It's just too much.