I got my marks back today for the mid-term I wrote 2 weeks ago. This was the one I thought I did ok on when I wrote it. I got 55%. I can't believe it. When I saw my mark I started having a panic attack. I don't know what to do. The test I was sure I failed I somehow managed to get 74% on though. I don't understand this at all. I've never gotten this low a mark in my life before, and it scares me. Does this prove just hos much my life is falling apart? I don't know, this class was after my appointment with my counselor this morning, and I was feeling a bit emotional already. But right now I feel like I could go into another attack at any minute, and I'm supposed to have an appointment with my psychiatrist in an hour. I need to calm down, but I just can't. I know this isn't the end of the world that I got one bad mark, but it's just one more thing on top of a pile that I already can't carry. It's just too much.