:'(

I'm slowly dying inside and I don't know what to do.  I can't stop it, so maybe I should help it.  Life feels too painful to live, so why should I even try anymore?  I just want all of this to end, and I don't care how it ends.  I feel like I could hide in a dark corner and just wither away into nothing.  Like my life doesn't matter at all, and if I finally just gave up that last little bit of me that I have left I would cease to exist.  I just don't know what to do anymore . . .