Today was an odd day. The tenth would have been our fourth anniversary and the twelfth makes a month since he passed. I could have sworn I smelled death all day long. That cold child chemically smell that the body of the deceased. It was so strong I actually got a headache from it. I know it was probably just my nerves because of all the big events happening this week. I hope I'm not going crazy. Lol. Even though I know it will be a month tomorrow it's still unbelievable that he's even gone. It's like I'm in a haze and reality keeps hitting me at different moments.