Day 86 of 365 - Man Break
How can you have a family and so-called friends and still feel all alone in the world.
If I could go to an island sans any technology or any way for people to find me (except my kids) I would.  I am so sick of everyone.  I don't know what is wrong with me.  Everyone just irritates the hell out of me and they all want something from me.  No one seems to care if I'm okay.
I just want someone to talk to.  Someone I can call and say I'm having a bad day can you come over. 
I'm losing friends because I'm standing up for myself.  Everything just seems so out of control and chaotic right now.  It's hard to know if I'm even moving in the right direction.  If I am shouldn't I feel happier?
I just don't even know what's wrong sometimes I just feel sad and frazzled and guilty and angry and lost. 
I can't even articulate it in words.  I just want to feel better.