Well, once again I have proven to myself that alcohol = poor health for me. I have also proven that I cannot go to bars or even most parties without having one. Yet my sinusitis has been back for weeks culminating in a cold or flu now. I am taking time off work I am spending money on home remedies I am frustrated. I know it is a social price thing that I cannot fight. It is frustrating to be like this yet AA doesn't apply here. It isn't that I can't stop once I start. It is that I can't stop altogether.