i'm now fantisizing about being with other guys, i mean, being in love and a relationship with a man who is perfect for me. i don't think that man is dave. i'm just so sick n tired of him. i started wondering if i let my perfect guy get away, when i remembered this one guy i worked with yrs ago. one person commented how we make a great couple, but we weren't even dating. he and i were both in relationships. yet even then, i went "hmm." because i felt kind of interested in him. and someone else yesterday crossed my path, and i felt like i knew him before, and he said i look just like his buddy's sister's twin. then i said i kept thinkin he looked familiar, and he told me his name, n i shook my head. so i wonder about soul mates.