I have been doing well with my bp for a while now. So I closed an account I had about 5mnths ago for several reasons, but I have found myself wanting to write in a journal again.
So here I'am. I have realized that being here has caused some problems for me. I want to talk to other's about bp and continue to learn from others but it is dredging up alot of my past that I'am still trying to get through. I have already met a few nice people and I honestly have to say that I have more friends now on here than I ever did before. But then again I have only been able to get to know about 4 of them.
Last night I wasn't able to sleep. This hasn't happened in a long time. I also cried yesterday and I really can't say why. I'am terrified of being dragged back into the darker side of bp. I'am staying as positive as I possibly can. I refuse to let this disease control my life!
Changing subjects: As a family things are going well. We are having a yard sale on Saturday. I hate yard sales. They are hot and tiring. That and I'am not a morning person. I'am looking forward to watching TrueBlood this Sunday. I love that show! Yaaaa!
Sorry if my journals jump around alot. It's just me
Have a great day everyone!