I did a little shopping with my mom today... She doesn't know what happened last night. I don't want to hear what I already know and I don't want her to worry. But I've been home all day.. Watched the game with my dad (we're 4-0 still undefeated baby) and then went to the mall with my mom... Helped her get some stuff to decorate the house with. We went to JoAnn's fabric & craft store... I got some halloween decorations for Nickolus's grave and I picked out some flowers to do an arrangement for him. It's going to look so beautiful. I'll take a picture of it when I go out there and do it this week. My mom told me I should find a hobby to get into.. But I'm so ADD when it comes to stuff like crafts. I'll get into it at first, but get bored before I finish it and start something else. I'll just end up having a 2500 sq. ft. mess in my house. Forget that. We saw registration for a flower arrangement class though... I've been into that since I worked at Garden Ridge in high school (i love to decorate). Maybe that'll be my new hobby. Whatever I practice on maybe I'll put to good use, like donate to all the vases in "baby land" at the cemetary where Nickolus is. I don't know... I start the swimming aerobics tomorrow.. Hopefully that'll be fun. We'll see!